Opening the book back up...

My blog has fallen somewhat off the radar these past few months because I have been totally consumed by homework, but it's summer vacation and I now have something to blog about again.

This is a special month. A long awaited, much anticipated (and even sometimes dreaded) month. I have finally been cleared by my doctor to try for baby number 3. This should be great news, which it is. But it comes with its own slew of terrifying emotions. Mainly because after being tested for everything under the sun, the doctors were never able to give me any reasons for what happened with Noah. So, I could be a ticking time bomb, just waiting to abrupt again. Or, I could sail through a pregnancy with no problems. I guess there is no way to know other than to take that leap of faith. 

So, my blogger friends, you are in for an exclusive treat. You get to follow me on this (somewhat) secret journey. I don't plan on publicizing that fact that I will be trying again (other than putting it on the Internet for the world to see lol...but it turns out few of my "real-life" friends follow me so I think it's safe). So, for the few of you who actually know me in real life.... mum's the word! I don't care to have everybody's opinion on why I shouldn't be trying again, I just want to trust that God knows what he's doing and let him take care of it. These decisions are far too great for me.

I ask for hopes, prayers and well wishes in this new chapter of my life. I am sure it will come with fears and tears and God only knows what other emotions. But, I think I am excited....